MUAHAHAHA :D

My previous scare the freak out of my classmates! Heh! sMELly was the first one to nudge me in MSN and scold me! She said she will have nightmare and the image keep popping up in her mind. So to remind her about the picture, I always dot black inks on her lecture books, or to ask everyone view my blog, and today, I asked her to look at the papaya which the fruit stall uncle was cutting. She stare at the millions of black round seeds like X_X LOL

Of cos, I asked the rest of my classmates to visit my blog, and they went crazy. HAHAHAHA. They start to feel their nipples start to itch...... LOL :D

Okay I gonna cut the crap.....

Today is a bad day. Lectures were completely dying. I didnt listen much. Needed to wait for collection of uniforms and then there was long Q. Waited for so long, in the end that stupid auntie say come back on the 22nd. WTF leh... We were told today is the last day and die die also must go collect uniform. In the end no size. Really must take XXL and put belt at my waist liao...

I took bus 154 home and the bus is like suana lah. The aircon like heater loh! I was sweating like crazy, and worst of all there's only seat left at the left side, which means the sun will shine in throughout the whole journey. I wore long sleeved black top as I thought it will be a cold day, in the end leh... But lucky the bus was fast luh. Waited for 24 at eunos, and again, the bus machiam like heat house when I stepped in. And then sweat all the way to home, and even walking home.

Of cos, into my lala land for 3.5 hours and force myself to wake up. Here to blog as I rejected my friends for clubbing session at butter factory as tomorrow I have DS and meeting Baby in the morning. Cannot have a tired mood, if not I will get spanked by him. HAHAHAHAHAH.

Shall post some pictures here as my post is quite wordy....




My mum's set, I forgot what's that, but should be tempura set.



My Udon set, a big bucket of udon. HAHAHAHA.



Its tasteless, and I need to add the sesame thingy. Doesnt really taste nice luh..



:(



Only enjoyed this.. As usual... :)

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Headed to another restaurant the other day, also a Japanese restaurant.



Their speciality is fried pork cutlet. Nice lah, but dont really favour crispy food.



I think this is cute leh, need to mash the seeds to put into the pork cutlet. Still, I dont like. HAHAHAHA.



A must-have for every Japanese food session :D



Surprisingly, this one not bad leh! LOL.

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Random pictures with my Baby :)





Journey of sending me home after school. Me and his ah hai face. HAHAHA :) I think its the day we had dinner at a market near circuit road. I told him I feel like eating zhi cha, then he randomly pointed the market and we alight from bus. Shit him for not ordering my zhi cha and went to order oyster omelettle. He ate all cos I DONT LIKE IT! YUCKS..... hahahaah :D

Shall stop here as I wanna viwawa with BABY! Till then :D

BLOGBLOG

Didnt blog for quite a number of days cos I dont have the time even though its during weekends. Shall use this time to blog a tiny while before heading to my lala land.

So what happened today? Long day at school. Boring and tired. Met up with Baby for dinner. Called him for 100000 times after my lesson but he didnt picked up the phone. I think he dont wan hear my voice loh. LOL. Ah Gu joined us and talk cock till 7plus and went home.

Its been a damn fking long time that I've club and I miss clubbing.

Anyway, I've got something gross to share. Its very disturbing......



This looks disgusting right. Dont know what kinda parasite is that, but actually it is feeding on a woman's breast fats and milk canal. The bra wasnt wash when brought, and then.......



It keep haunting me after I received and read this email. Please to all ladies, must wash your bra and panties okays!!! You do not know how much parasites is staying in your bra.... Wash cleanly!!!!

Shall do a better post next entry. Really no time ah...

LOVE LOVE MY BABY BABY :D

School

Today really damn crappy with Mel, Katkat and co. I really can die of laughing.

Nua in school today after lessons with Baby and Ah gu. They really got lots of craps loh. Make me die of laughing. Then become small things also funny. No link also funny. And ar, mouth non-stop eating with them around de loh. Didnt go kick-boxing for 2 weeks and I think I will die of fats sleeping in my tummy. Must cut down on tibits liaoz.....

I owe Ah gu 2 bowls of yong tau fu and finally I clear off my "debts". Lucky not expensive ar, if not ar.....

And for NSL, I decided to wear socks with slippers instead of only covered wawa shoes. My last toe will hurt the whole day if I wear it long loh. Sigh, must be ah hai liao.

Gonna study for my quiz liao, BYE!

I AM VERY TIRED

I dont want to go school!!!!!!!!! THIS IS SO TIRING...

That very day...

That very day, you left an impact in my heart, in my mind...

That very day, you screamed, you shouted, that left me speechless.

That very day, it was the first time I was so scared. I was very afraid. I saw an image of my past, my image of you. Finally, I understood the feeling, the feeling of being depressed, the feeling of being stabbed in the heart, the feeling of hurt. It just hurts so much.

I cant control. My tears keep rolling down while waiting to see you, my heart keep pounding like crazy, afraid I can never see you again. I prayed to god that you are safe, I prayed to hell, to the demons and devils to take me away if I couldnt see you again. I did not pray to heaven because I did not want to see you there. Regrets filled up my mind.

I was also filled with so much anger. I cant vent it out. All I can do was to think of venting it out when I see you.

And when I see the first sight of you, the hurt and sorrows from your eyes staring at me, and I could not bring myself to scold you, but only to stare at you like a fool, blaming myself for making you like this. Am I a loser or what?

I walked away. I dont even want to come back to you anymore. Because I couldnt bring myself to see you in such a state again. I dont want to see your sadness. I dont want to see you feeling so miserable. I'm afraid I couldnt control myself. I dont want to cry like a little girl anymore. But your grip was forceful; I couldnt resist staying, and I couldnt resist crying.

Tears and tears. They are just like raindrops from the dark clouds. The more you want it to stop, the more it couldnt and to pour even more.

You werent there to hug me. Just like I wasnt there for you when you are hurt. I wanted your touch, your embrace, but it was just cold air sweeping across my skin.

When finally I felt your arms hugging me tightly, I just cried like a little lost girl that has found her mother. I felt your embrace once again. I missed you so badly. I ignored how ugly I looked, how silly I was; the only thing I want to know is you are still there. Your presence, your touch meant so much to me at that moment. Why couldnt you just hold on to me earlier on?

It still took me time to say sorry to you. I couldnt stop crying and tearing. I cant control myself. I am hurt. It was too painful for me to handle.

Up till now, I couldnt bring myself to forget what happened that very day. When I see the impact you made both physically and mentally, I couldnt help but seeing the images flashing through my mind. I couldnt help but to feel the sharp pain in my heart. I couldnt help but to tear. I couldnt help... Those impact you made were too deep. I am affected, deeply affected.

Will things ever be the same again? Will time heal everything?

Hah, I can be a script writer liao.

HELLO!

28th April 2008 Monday

Didnt blog a proper one cos I was busy with school. Almost coming home late everyday, like earliest is reaching home at 8 or 9 plus? HAHAHAHA. And a blog without photos are so boring okay, so I have the whole chunk of outdated and latest photos to post here. I dont know if I can post everything here, but I try okay! Maybe have to wait next entry if I'm really tired.... LOL

Had a long day on Monday, and I can nearly die. Monday are usually such a long day, and that includes Tuesday and Thursday! Sigh... But its ok, I have great companion. HEHEHE. After lesson, decided to wait for Baby cos I end at 6 while he ends at 7. Decided to meet him for dinner then. Christina and Yiling had project discussion, then SaSa and Dirty wanna wait for friends, so we just sit outside lecture threatre and play. HAHAHA sounds like we are still kids. I am young at heart *ahem*



This is damn funny. Its our natural reaction. HAHA.



With SaSa and Dirty.



I resemble the octopus that she always draw on my book. That's why she loves me so much. HAHAHAHAHAH.



sMELly and Dirty. HAHAHAHA





With Ah gu, Smelly and Mike Boy!





Nice blurblur effect. I like!



HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH. Looks like I'm lying on his legs.



Ah Gu with Yiling.





Xiao Di [ah gu] with Dirty. HAHAHAH.



Me with Dirty!



With Ah Gu!



Tsk, Scandal!



Really cmi...



HAHAHAHA THE END!

29th April 2008 Tuesday

I wanna announce that Ah gu played monopoly and went to Jail 7 times within 1 hour. HAHAHAHAHAHA :D

Lesson ended at 2pm cos there's no practical for this week. Need to wait for Baby then go Dancesport together but DS starts at 6.30pm so I am damn free! Then headed to penisula with Ah Gu cos he wanna buy his "Bai Yi Tian Shi" pants. I can die on the way cos he kept making me laugh like crazy luh. He keep forcing me to play "Hai Dao" or "Hai Lang" with him. LOL.

And he tried a pants, then show me how tight it is, and I keep laughing cos he told me like tsunami. HAHAHAHAHA :D Then he accompany me back to school. I was early so I went library to rot while waiting for Baby.

30th April 2008 Wednesday

Invited Baby to join my classmates for monopoly and Heartattack session. I keep laughing like crazy luh. KatKat was damn fast at thinking luh. Me, Baby and her same level. And when she starts laughing, I will follow her and laugh. Really cannot stand her. HAHAHAHAH.

Baby waited for me to end lesson then headed to cp. Had a nice short chatting session with him after dinner. Although he's tired, but he still wait for me and accompanied me to go cp. A promise is a promise :) Thank you and I appreciated it. LOVE YA LOTS LOTS LOTS!!!

1st April 2008 Thursday

Its Labour Day and I am so happy because there is no lesson, but I met up with my mates for project discussion. After that went Bukit Timah Plaze for lunch/dinner then headed to Jurong Point with Mike and Christina. Ah gu said wanna come, in the end leh, ps us :( Mel went ahead to meet her friends after discussion and Yiling went missing before the discussion could even start. Fer last min say cant come. Sigh...

Asked Baby out cos my stuffs ended early but he wasnt free as he was outside too. Asked Ah Bao cos she keep complaining I never call her out liao, in the end she also not free. LOL. So decided to head JP with mates as I dont wanna go home.

Roam around JP and played acarde. HAHAHAHA. Thanks mates for the fun :)

Couldnt meet up with Baby even though its our 4th month, but I will meet you soon on Sat. With much much much lovesssssss okie! Miss ya!!!

There's more overdued photos, but slowly okay, no mood to post any pictures already... Update soon :)

Long Day................

So much to blog, but I've forgotten what to say, as usual. School for the whole week. Tiring~

So today, end school early. Went to meet Alan at Parkway for lunch. Didnt see him for quite long already. Still as talk cock as ever. Make me laugh until can train 6 pacs liao.

He like never eat before sia, order until so much. I still tell him I not eating leh, then he machiam order like free buffet. LOL. That's the feeling of going army, must eat all the good food first before going in to suffer. He was early so he waited for me. Bought a bling bling tongue stud. HAHAHA. Cos this morning, when I was brushing teeth, the ball of the stud dropped into the sink hole.... Sian ar! Spend money again.... Lucky food alan treat. HAHAHAHAHA :D

Anyway, he told me must blog about the food he had ordered and spent and he treat me. He ordered chicken rice, hokkien mee, tim sum including ha gao, siew mai, crystal ball, hakka yong tau fu and pork ribs. After that he ordered wanton mee and then had bean curd for dessert. Tsk, I never crazy with him, I eat his tim sum nia. LOL.

He asked to slack around to wait for BT to arrive and acc him buy stuffs but I was too tired luh, so he sent me home then go lavender to meet BT. No choice ah, weather so hot, then I wear till orh lu lu, so I dowan go. HAHAHAAHA. He kept saying must feel happy that I'm the last girl he meet before going in on Monday -.-ll

Went DS with Baby yesterday. Both of our mood wasnt really good, so didnt really enjoy yesterday. Hope it would be better after a few rounds.

So how's school? Great lah, my classmates so nice. Love them love them love them. HAHAHAHAHA :D Shall blog more about them when I'm freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~ Pictures when I blog again :)

MISS YA BABY :)

WEEKEND!

FINALLY ITS WEEKEND AFTER A WEEEEEEEEEEEEEK OF SCHOOL!

But I have to work today.... :(

Only for today lah, cos I dont want to work every weekend as a perm part time... Imagine of working fri sat sun and den mon go school again then work and school. Can die luh. I am not fit but I DESPERATELY NEED CASH! =(

sigh~

Long day

I'm damn tired nowadays. Long day at school today. Morning lessons @ 9am till 12 and break till 1pm but didnt eat and rotted @ 81 with my prac mates. From 1 have lesson till 6 and then to Dancesport trail. Made up my mind of joining them so I hope I will get into the competition. Shall say No No to Hip Hop.

Baby went to the trail too, and he dont know want to join not. Then I sad liao, keep thinking if I join, who can be my partner and go competition with me? Then if I've got a partner, what if he backed out halfway through training, and all my efforts go down to the drain, who can i trust and where to find a new partner? It worries me but I cant force Baby, so I got to really find a partner. And the problem is there is not much guys and many many ladies, how to find???? In e end, Baby decided to join with me and I was so glad until ................... HAHAHAAHAHAHAHA. Dont need to worry so much. I've got a trustworthy partner cum bf and yay yay yay :D :D :D

Mood suck recently, get so heat up easily. Sigh, must tolerate!!!

I'm really exhausted so no pictures :) Good night.

First day of school!

Had a damn long day today loh! I'm so tired. I like my classmates! But I hate the toilets......

Update soon ar, I'm real tired.

Update!

Slacked @ Parkway yesterday with Baby. He brought his lappy along and we started to surf the net @ Starkbucks while waiting for my Sis. Went to buy another hamster. Had a hard time choosing the hamster and dont know what to buy. In the end, sis chose the most expensive hamster. This hamster damn playful and hyper luh. Runs very fast and its damn timid. Hahahahaha. She decided to name it Porsche -.-

Went to print my school notes and it cost me a bomb luh. And everything supposed to be settled already. And when I checked this morning, they uploaded another set of lecture notes online. And it was Sunday morning. NOW MUST GO WHERE FIND PRINTER?????

And then roam around Parkway and I bring Baby to try Katong Laksa. Went home with our contented tummy :D

Tomorrow start school liao, damn fking sian. Dont even feel like going to school luh. Dont even feel like reading writing and travelling to school! Non of my course mates are in the same class as me. We are all separated luh. Sigh...

Club Club

9th April 2008 Wednesday

Yay! I finally got my hair extension! But leh, I regretted choosing the perm ones because my hair colour is copper black and with black perm hair it doesnt look nice. At certain view, I feel I look like a maid cos of the frizzy frizzy part luh. But its okay, what's done already done, should not complain but to learn and like it :)

I sat at that place for the whole 2.5 hrs. My ass and legs are dying luh. After that went to meet Baby and headed Far East for our "zhi cha" session. Decided to go club for the very last time before our school term starts [like real]. Since its LaD LaD Ladies Night, I dont mind going loh. No choice, very broke liao.





Suddenly, I told him I looked short in the previous pictures, and I wanna looked taller than him...



Still failed.



His favourite strawberry bread. Eeeeee......

Went into Mos and I told him I wanna take picture of him. Cheeky him want to take with alcohol -_-ll





I was really obsessed with my hair, cos its been a long time since I've long hair, and I never had so long hair before... Baby nearly regretted for letting my extend my hair luh. HAHAHAHAHAHA







Told ya... And the reason why he regretted is this :



HAHAHA JUST KIDDING~ Went back early cos its boring there.

07 March 2008 Friday

Zouk with Lovelove and Aiai :D







I swear its not me who take the last pic. Is KT!!!! I like her camera skills sometimes. HAHAHAHAHAHA.



:)



Shot 1



Shot 2



Shot 3! HAHAHAHAHAA



My pretty lovers :D

One thing that me and AiAi suffers going to club with LoveLove because she keeps staring at the screen of her hp smsing, smsing and smsing non-stop...



She sits there and ignores me and KT :( But we still love her..... *force myself to say this sentence* LOL

14th March 2008 Friday

Zouk with them again! This time was LoveLove's friend, NONO birthday and we went there to drink with them :) Pictures were lost and I only 2 of them luh. Must be KT dont want send to me :(



Lychee cocktail for you? CHEERS~



I dont see Love kiss her. *Jealous* HAHAHAHAHA :D That's what Love claimed from this picture what...

Shall post my camp and Love's birthday next entry. Been staring at my lappy screan from noon till now. Till then~

Happy Birthday Sueann!

Didnt head down to Zouk to celebrate Sueann's birthday on Saturday cos I was too tired. Drop dead at 7pm and woke up at 11pm for a while and headed back to sleep until 12noon next day. Was too tired loh.

Meet up with Baby to shop for her present. Got her a dress and hope she like it :D

Went to her chalet on monday and had crazy fun like eating and gambling. My mouth couldnt stop munching on the BBQ food luh.

Pictures again next entry ok........................ Very lazy. LOL :D

Finally, I decided to do my hair extension tomorrow. I've been talking about it since dont know when and no actions done. Hope it will succeed and I will not turn out to be an ugly old ghost. LOL. Update a proper entry soon-est.

Monday school reopens....................SIAN AH!

I'm back!

Came back from my camp, and I've nothing to complain about except my neck is very stieve [spelling?] No pillow to sleep on, but still slept soundly lah. Hahahaha. Sunburnt, smelly, dirty as usual. Mates were okay, but I'm the oldest Singaporean. I'm feel so old :( Feel like popping on bed but maybe heading down to Zouk. Scared sleep liao wont be able to wake up.

Shall post the pictures when I have the whole collection. Hahahaha. Full update next entry :)

Happy~

Met up with Baby yesterday cos its our day! Didnt meet him for a couple of days. Went Paya Lebar to eat chicky. First time he got craving for food leh.......

Both of us were damn tired until we dont feel like going anywhere. Must be the junk food we ate luh. Roam around and then it started raining. No fear! He has umbrella! But very small so I must jian fei to become as skinny as him liao [hard leh...] Training in progress ok!

Ok back to topic..... We intend to go home early so he sent me home. When reaching Tanah Merah, he asked if I have anything to eat at home. Ah ha! I know he hungry, but I still quite full, but mouth itchy leh -_-ll I asked if he wants to go eat ba chor mee, but he said no craving. Then he said feel like eating popeye, and we went T3! In the end, I told him when I see chicken I feel like vomiting, so we eat @ foodcourt and slack there. And then, home to Viwawa and sleepo....

Gonna meet him later to bring him to somewhere. Muahahahaah I gonna bring him to sell.